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It's been 3 months and 10 days since my long term relationship has fallen apart. And until now, I'm still the girl-who-can't-be-moved.

We ended our relationship as friends. I thought, he would value that "relationship" we could have. But he didn't. It hurts me bigtime. That's the only string I'm holding on to. But just like a boat tied with a rope, it will loosen up when the streams hits badly.

I love him as much as I hate him. The feeling gets even worse every time I find myself doing nothing but think of him and our past. No matter how much I try to convince myself that it does not worth the pain, I just can't let go of the feelings I had / we had. It seems like the memories are my only connection to him, the thing that I am actually saving from this broken heart of mine - cause I really was happy those moments happened.

It's hard to get through a break-up if we have had invested too much. We've given a lot of effort to make things work, yet it was not enough. We knew it becomes one-sided relationship, yet we didn't care, blinded with the hopes and dreams that everything will be just fine. And in the end, we get hurt and don't know where to start again.

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