cutie viewing my page. ♥

It's been 7-8 months since we broke up. And it has been a constant battle to me to fight with emotions I have inside. There were times that I'm fine. Times that I feel really good. But then, everytime I see a happy couple, memory just walk in and won't fade away that easily.

Weeks ago, I know I have been totally off him. I guess, spending my time more to studying and worshipping God helped me get through it. But knowing his activities this  few weeks, through a mutual friend, brought back the pain and the urges of me wanting him back in my life. I know this sounds crazy, but I guess, when you really love a person, no matter what he has done to you, there will always be that soft spot in you that would turn your back against all the pain you've felt and would hope that things will go the other way around.

But it's just too late. All I'm left with is the shattered pieces of the past, cling unto it. And hope for good things to happen in the future. Whatever happens, I want you to know that I loved you up to this point. And I'll keep you forever.

I have a mind full of visions, a body that defies gravity and a heart made of chalcedony.

:)

kristal